I busted my head on the wall last night and it hurts TwT and I'm not getting enough sleep. Nothing helps, I need my meds, I'm about to collapse. In lighter news, I dunno. I don't really have any lighter news. Just lately I bashed my head on the wall and can't sleep =w= *flail* but otherwise I'm cool. I've been listening to awesome songs lately and talking to people on MSN because I've got nothing better to do. New computer, I wants it.

is a frigging genious. He's right, I should lighten up and stuff, I'm just being emo. I don't like being emo. I like being happy. And I'm gonna be happy, if it kills me. I might have some more writings along this next week. For everyone though, I wasn't gonna kill myself. I was afraid I would end up depressed again after the end of the week. I don't want to be that way anymore, I don't care if my happiness gets annoying, I want to be happy. Even through the hard times, I want to face it with a smile. It's been biting at me all day, and I think I should just stop being so emo.

I've really taken a fall. My usual optimistic, happy, fun self suddenly was stabbed to near death by my pessimistic, unhappy, depressed self. As of this week I've really taken a hit. I don't know if it's because the happiness got too much or Murphy's law. I'm just wishing this week was OVER! I think that once it's over I'll be fine. Now I've got an image stuck in my head...a horrible, awful one...I assure everyone I'll be fine soon, but right now...I dunno if I can survive the week.

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*flail* SOOOOOOOOO TIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD I was up half the night due to not taking my meds. I was crying half the night due to my problems. I don't like to admit to having issues with my life, but right now I'm extremely tired and grouchy and I don't give a crap. I hope everyone is having a good day, I really don't want this to be a dent in anything...